My breastfeeding days are over.
LissyLou had her last feed on the 27th August 2011 at 5.30am, since then she has happily had bottles. I will add here that there must be something about the 27th as C’s last ever feed was on the 27th November 2009.
I daren’t allow myself to cry, I think if I do I might not stop. I’m sad that its all over, that she is such a big girl that she doesn’t need milk any more. But yesterday I wore a proper bra for the first time in months and today my boobs are starting to hurt less so I’m hoping that once my milk dries up I will feel better.
The end of an era, I’m not ready for my baby to be a big girl yet, I want to hold on to her as a baby for a bit longer…..